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Dear Berti ..teehee
Right now I'm making this tree, memory for us. You just shut cam, went for shower and logged out of skype.
Today is my birthday, the gift you gave me.. I didn't expect anything (maybe I hoped a bit) but this was creative, though not thinking about it untill this morning was a brave move. :)
I miss you already, everytime you shut cam, I always feel like; 'what? why is he gone so soon? he was just here a second ago! he smiled at me, winked at me and blew a kiss, yes he's gone now.. I miss him'
I don't want you to go out tonight, but using my birthday, which I clearly said I don't wanna bother and care about, as an excuse to make you stay would be unfair and awful. So I'm going to let you decide if you come back later, or not. I really hope you do, though.
Wish you'd paid more attention to me tonight, but you should know that I'm already grateful to have you anyways, and I'll have plenty of time to spend with you in the future!
Hope when you read this, your heart fills up with just as much warmth and love as mine does now.
I love you (more), your baba |
