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| I know that since we have known each other, the beginning, the middle and even has had some rocky moments. I will stand here and say that yes, I have been a complete idiot. I remember when I was in Qatar and you said "I love you" for the first time. It made me feel so special to have someone say they loved me outside my family because I have never felt or experienced it before. It also scared me because I didnt want to do anything that would hurt you but I ended up hurting anyways. Please believe Stephene that I truly did love you then just as much as I do now but I never saw the damage that I was doing till the smoke cleared my face and I hit rock bottom not only with you but with everyone I have ever come across in my life. But, here I am again at a fork in the road, continue down the same road im on and lose you forever. Or go down the one that is a little foggy but where the sun shines brighter and eventually clear the fog and will lead me straight to you and Lucas. And that road will guide us the rest of the way through our lives together. |
