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To my four months and eternal wife,
It saddens me that I cannot be there with you to celebrate our 4th Monthsary together.
A lot has happened the past month, er, thirty days. We got a new car.
We moved to a new apartment. You got a job and we just passed our green card interview
just two days ago! It's stressful yet exciting all at the same time. It feels as
if we are starting a new life together :).
I remember when I first met you, your aura illuminated kindness. Your smile was
infectious and it made me smile every time I heard you sing in the other room.
I remember our first "official date." I admit now that I was a bit nervous
because I was so excited to give you your surprise when we got home. It was very
difficult for me to hold it in while we ate at Blue Point. My mind was in love.
I remember our first trip together, just the two of us. I realized how important
it meant for you to spend a trip together with someone. The entire time, I wanted
the trip to be perfect and to have us enjoy it as much as we possibly can. Surprisingly,
the most lasting thing from that trip is your love for pho :).
I remember when you first said "I love you." I could have swore that my body lifted
off that bed, even if it was 1/trillionth of an inch.
Everyday, I just pray for another happy day with you, since you never know when the
next day may be your last. Everyday, I try to show you as much as I can just how
much I love you because I want that feeling to be my last.
I really do wish I could spend our 4th monthsary with you. I wish you were here with me
or that I'm there with you. We haven't really had many nights to ourselves in the past
two months. I miss us.
I know we have our ups and downs and things have spiraled in the wrong direction... but
I want you to know that things will get better, that we WILL be happy. I love you and I
never want you to forget that or feel otherwise. This carving in the tree represents
my eternal love.
Since we cannot spend our 4th Monthsary Day together, let's spend this Saturday
night together, just the two of us. I will be home soon, my everything.
Happy 4th Monthsary!!!
Love,
Your Husband, Toan |
