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Dear, you don't know how happy I am to get to spend your birthday with you. Your 23rd, the first of so many we have ahead :D I know is not actually together cause I can't hug or kiss you, but at least I am able to spend the day with you.
Just 17 weeks come between my forever happiness and I count them down with such emotion, cause I know every week that goes by is a week less between us my love.
You have no idea how happy you make me, I have never been happier than when I was with you, I am always smiling when I am by your side and I can't wait to spend my life with you, forever, throw eternity my love. You are my happiness, my life, my love, my soul mate, my everything.
You are my other half my love, you complete me and I feel so sad when I wake up and I realize Im not in your arms, when I see those lips and I know I can't kiss them, when you shower and I know I can't wash you or dry your back, when I know I can't hug you...
I miss you my love, more than what words can and will ever tell I would do anything to be today with you, and my only consolation is that next year I will be able to spend it with you, and the next and the next till the end of times.
I love you Barry, and I always will |
