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| I can't believe we've been together for over a year. It's just it's astonishing to me because I never in a million years imagined that you would even consider me. I was so scared to tell you I liked you because I was sure that you would reject me completely and we would lose our friendship, and you were already so damn important to me. But god when you didn't reject me and actually said you liked me too I was happier than I've ever been. I think I started crying, and I was shaking so bad I could barely type a reply to you. You need to understand just what you do to me. I've never been this happy in my life. I wasn't a happy child, and it just got worse as I grew up. You make me happy, happier than I've ever been Mary. I started smiling again when I met you. I started to feel things again when I met you, and soon I felt more and more until I got romantic feelings for you. And it was almost funny to me because here I was, happier than ever even though I'd been broken up with, and I had my first crush. You were my first crush, if you didn't know that. You're the first person I ever liked, and hoped for a relationship with. I wake up every day and for a minute I just lay there and smile and think how damn lucky I am to have this amazingly smart, caring, sweet, beautiful girl who loves me as much as I love her. When I think about you, I just feel all warm and bright inside. You're special Mary. You make me feel. You're such a big inspiration to me, because you always stick with what you want and know, and you're so determined. You're so damn smart, and god am I proud of you. You're he reason I try to be my best, because I want to be good enough for you. You can do anything you want Mary, if you put your mind to it, and i will support any choice you make no matter what. I have so much more to say but I'm gonna stop here. |
