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| Kayla, from the beginning this all felt like a dream. Finding someone who cares so much yet isn’t so soft- you’re perfect to me. My whole life well, love life I started to realize I like *******s a lot but I also want someone cared a lot and I could never find a mix of that but then I found you. Finding you felt so unreal, like it’s so different from anything I’ve had; and I know I ****ed up ,and I know you’ve ****ed up too, but we’ve always had each other';s back';s and I adore it I’ve never felt this serious before. I feel like this is the first real relationship i’ve been in and it’s scary, but it’s so exciting and so worth it. I haven’t known what to say for the longest, I’ve been trying to figure out what to do for our anniversary, but I think ..I think after the talk we had yesterday I want to tell you I love you. through thick and then you’ve been with me if you’re thick and then I’ve been with you and I really appreciate it. There’s so much that happened to me there’s so much that makes me closed off, but there’s nothing that would make me want to stop being with you. You’re so funny and silly and weird and goofy but at the same time you’re so serious and determined and you know what you want, even when you don’t know what you want, it’s honestly really beautiful to see. You’ve grown up so much, I’ve grown up so much and growing up with you is making me so much of a better person. I wanna grow up with you, I want to grow up with you until we are old and we both wish we were young again. I love you so much I can’t wait for the day that I get to see you, and I can’t wait for the day that I’m able to hold you and tell you it because it’s so true even right now I feel like I’m tearing up I am tearing up because you’re real to me and this is real to me. This is a never ending story, with good and bad. I wouldn’t wanna spend this time with anyone else. It’s funny, today May 19 at 1:06am for me and 10:06pm for you, you think I’m just messing with my tablet, but I’m talking to you. And it’s so much fun. God I love you. I wanted to draw you, but I have done that so much. You always know when I’m up to something. I love it. |
