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We both did some "post this to your notes and tag others to answer the questions too" type of thing. Most of these ask to you believe in love at first sight. I always say no...but lately I am not so sure.
As I look back over the year that has passed since we met in person, I can't say that what I feel has changed, other than its grown a good bit. But it didn't go from interest to love...its like there has always been love in my heart for Billy and that its slowly grown into something more than I've ever felt before. Totally scary and completely awesome all at the same time.
I miss my Billy so much...and have a gut feeling there just might be more of this missing him ahead. I don't know if I am strong enough to make it through much more time here alone, but I do know I have to do my best to do so. Life without him looks boring, bland and just plain wrong. |
