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Vida: Since day 1 shes been something different. We met December 31 a couple of mins before or after midnight. The same day we met the same day i knew i wasn't the only one who was struck with an arrow. As the week passed by i found myself crushing, CRUSHING HARD. Her comforting ways allowed me to be very open to her about myself. I knew i provided the same comfort because she was also very open. January 7th i asked her out, i can careless if anyone thought it was too soon or whatever. The point was that i liked Vida and nothing was going to stop me from conquering her heart and making her mine FOREVER. We have shared many unpleasant memories regarding each others flaws,past,present,health conditions,arguments, etc. But how many bad memories we have overcame, we have TWICE as many positive great ones. Being the first partner i ever share plans for the future with i find myself in love with Vida. We share same dreams,desires,fantasies, even troubles and pains. Every Night we fall asleep together by phone finishing the day with our last sentences : " Goodnight sweetheart" Goodnight daddy", me: will you dream of us tonight? Vida: Yes i will papi me: God bless you mamita, her: Bendicion papito lindo, Me: I LOVE YOU PRINCESS, HER: I LOVE YOU MORE DADDY, me: wake me up if anything [ a subtle reminder that i will be here by her side no matter what even when she sleeps.] Every day we find ourselves more inlove, whether we argued or cried or made love together we manage to increase and refresh our deep passionate feelings for each other. We love argue and make up ALL THE TIME. But no matter what happens there is that long moment that seems to never end holding us back from being COMPLETELY happy...DISTANCE. We both suffer from LDR, a long distance relationship but we only suffer from this when we are mad at eachother, because when we are in skype or on the phone i know i never been this in love. i NEVER thought i'd find the ONE. My chaparrita hermosa adorada is the first princess I will bring home, to meet my parents and i am excited. She is expected to be here by October, if her surgery goes right. I don't want to be specific sharing what she suffers from but i try my best to make her feel that her condition isnt anything to me, i care about IT, i wish her the best i try and be supportive about it but when i say its not anything to me i mean that to me she is beautiful no matter what, no matter how many times i hear her groan of pain in the night or i have to take her to her treatments and be there for her, to me that will never stop me or blind ,e from seeing the woman, the partner i will forever share the present with. Today we turn half a year of being together. I proposed to her to get engaged with me [ our own cute way of making ourselves feel more connected and our own world of pretending we really are for the mean time i finish college and prop$$$$$e with the real deal carrot ring ;D] Up to today, i can still say it loud and proud...Vida Conde, mamita linda, i thank you for being my loyal partner, my queen, for giving me unconditional love when at times i didn't deserve it, i now plant this tree in memory of us and our future kids, this is not just a tree, this is the first step into planting a very important seed in our relationship, the seed that will remain here as long as we water it love. TE AMO MI CHAPARRITA HERMOSA!!!! :"""}
Sincerely and FOREVER TRULY YOURS
Jaime Conde |
