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Hai love. I was feeling really... down today, I guess. Half because it just hit me that I'm going to college in less than two years and half because it hit me that because of that, the things we can do together are gonna be really limited.
But...
That's not going to break us, is it? No. Of course it isn't. (You're stuck with me whether you like it or not). And when I realized that something silly like not being able to play ps2 together for a while won't break us for sure, I realized I haven't been very romantic lately, and hell, I want to change that.
How? Through the most cliche and ****ing adorable thing in the world: carving our initials into a tree.
I want you to know how much you mean to me. I want you to know that you're a beautiful soul, that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. You're the most amazing person I have met and will ever meet. You're so well-rounded - you're funny, you're genuine, you're intelligent, you're sexy, you're adorable, you're dorky, you know when to be serious, you know when to break the ice, you're just the most trustworthy and wonderful person, Shane. You're beyond precious to me. You're perfect. You're absolutely perfect and I don't know how the Hell you picked me but I am just so ****ing glad you did. I'm so lucky to be your girl, babe...
Over the summer, when we first played Silent Hill and I heard your voice for the first time, I was done. I fell so far in love when I first heard your laugh (and I didn't think I could fall any further than I already had!) that I just couldn't control it any more. That night is the best night of my life (only rivaled by the first time you told me you loved me..) and it was just so perfect. Gaming, sunrises, you telling me your story, then we slept together for the first time and damn, it was the best sleep I ever got. I never did that before with anyone. I was so confused when it happened. I didn't know what to do but I just grinned, curled up, and could almost feel you there with me. It was so surreal. I never wanted to sleep without you ever again.... |
