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Pallav,
Im not a fan of cheesy corny love letters, and neither can i write them out well, but i know how much of a girl you can turn into once we start the mushy talk, so im gonna give it a shot- here's to the man who truly loves me.
You should congratulate yourself you know, you finally turned this stone hearted lioness into a tamed kitten who can contemplate feelings of love and adoration. trust me on this one, i have never displayed such signs of affection to another quite like i do to you, so much that i even embarrass myself.
I know things have been rough for both of us and it feels like a standstill, but always remember i am never giving up on you. why should i give up on something thats just so perfect for me. this is a phase and it shall pass. as long as you are with me, i can overcome any and every obstacle. you really do give me the strength to push forward every waking moment. it just sucks that you are not here with me. but i will wait. like i've said, i've waited 5+ years to see you when we were as friends, its just getting a bit harder since you're now my lover. but if you can wait, i can too, and we shall face this together. whatever i am going through, i know that you are going through it too, and how hard it is for you as well. im just glad i have you and i dont have to go through this alone.
Things have really changed for me since you came into my life. you've taught me things i've never known, shown me things i've never felt. and since the first time we've spoken 5+ years back, there was this connection. and you know what's surprising? that everytime i talk to you, even now, i can still feel that connection. i dont know if you feel this, its a beautiful, wonderful feeling. for the first time in my life i could hold a decent conversation with the man i love (most of the time anyways!).
Dear, I love you. i always did and always will. for many years to come. Even though i may not say it enough as my anger and ego will crash this area of mine, you should know that i'll never love you any less. i know how much you try to make ends meet, and how difficult it is. i dont want to add more pressure, so forgive me when i get too moody and unbearable. i just want your attention so badly that i forget you are only human and have the capacity to do things one at a time. you are stronger and braver than I this way.
I never believed in destiny, but i can't call our meeting a chance meeting anymore. it does feel like our souls have been pulled together. its funny, how two strangers who have never met can become so much more. you're like my favourite drug, and you've messed me up real bad, man. there really isnt a moment when i dont think about you. even when i step out and turn a corner, i always have something that reminds me of you. its funny, coz sometimes i'd be sh*t pissed at you and when i see things that remind me of you, my heart melts. :( you mean so much to me, you have no idea.
lastly, thank you. for everything. i finally found hope just when i was giving up, and something to stand up for and believe in. my prayers have really been answered, and i've never been happier.
I'm glad i caught you and made you mine :)
Yours, and Forever Yours
Kirthana Paul
Date: 19/3/2013
Time: 1:15 AM |
