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Hey sweetie. This is our tree. I hope you like it. I love you, so so so much. And I want you to know that even though I am struggling, I want this more than anything. I will fight for it and I won't give up, even though my recent actions have not been showing that. I am now the one breaking promises. I want nothing more than to make you very, very happy. Believe me when I saw that I am dedicated to us and making this work. I miss you like crazy, and it is all your fault, cuz if you weren't so ****ing amazing, I wouldn't have fallen head over heels, madly in love with you, and then I wouldn't even realize you were gone. But, the pain is worth it, a million times over. Sometimes I lose perspective and I forget all of this and it seems like the end of the world. I will overcome it, I promise. Also, everything has been about me lately, I wanna know how you are. Like deep down feelings. Maybe we can talk about you tonight, so I can make sure you are okay. I love you with all my heart.
XXOXOXOOOXOX -M |
