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| I have never met anyone quite like you. You amazed me when were in high school, and I knew I wanted to be with you then. I didn't, however, have any idea about how to go about this. And, sometimes, I still don't know what to do. More than anything in the world, I know that I want to be in a relationship with you. I want us to be in a relationship together. I couldn't believe my luck when I saw you, on October 24, 2011, after so many years apart. You were (and are) luminous and smart and incredible and beautiful. I didn't quite know how to woo you. I took you to Salvatore's, and didn't ever want the day to end. I sent you a picture of an L-bracket. Nearly two years later (or perhaps, 19 years later) I remain just about as clueless about how to woo you. I will love you with everything I have, so that you are loved the way you deserve to be loved. I feel that I can talk to you about any part of me (my ideas, what scares me, where I've been, feeling I have to "dumb myself down" in order to have friends). And, I appreciate this so much. You fill my heart and add meaning to my days. I want to be in a relationship with you. I hope you feel a little bit the same. I love you. |
