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Nick & I met at a local concert about 2 years ago. I was too shy to talk to him, but I watched him play pool & smoke cigarettes the whole night. After that I kept seeing at local shows, cheering on the same bands I loved. We didn't talk until I found him online. About 9 months ago, we started talking on Twitter, & then I got his number. & then about 3 months ago, we were talking non stop, & I knew this boy was going to mean the world to me. We met June 6th, 2013. I have terrible anxiety, & I went into a bad panic attack as soon as his car pulled up. He raced up to me, seeing I was in distress, & places his hand on my back. This has never happened before, but my panic attack melted away. My fear felt like it jumped off my & crawled away. We talked all night. We hung out every day for about 2 weeks before he told me he was moving over 1,000 miles away. After a long talk, we decided we would make this work. Our 2 months is in 2 weeks, & I'm making him a care package of letters spritzed with my perfume, homemade cookies, drawings, mixed CDs, all kinds of cute stuff. In this care package I am writing down the link to this tree. So hopefully, Nick, you're reading this right now. I just want to let you know how much I care about you. Words cannot describe. I could carve our initials into every tree in a forest & it wouldn't even come close to explaining my emotions for you. But **** it. It's the thought that counts. Happy anniversary baby. :3 |