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| We're a couple of homronal teenagers that met up on a cruise ship. We didn't really like eachother all that much at first. I called him short fat and ugly and he called me a ****. We started to actually get along when we sat next to eachother during a movie. That movie was the hobbit. We had a really deep conversation and shared the triumphs and tragedies that make up our lives. At one point he started crying and I took his hand in silence. The next day there was a lot of drama with our group of friends. I was not the main focus of the drama but my friend was. Because she was my friend I was stressing out from worry and irritation. Nobody noticed how upset I was except Nathan. He asked if I wanted to talk and me and him went outside. I didn't want to talk, I just wanted not to think. He put his arm around me and talked and told me that I should put myself before others sometimes. At that point I began to realize "gee Nathan's a really great guy". At that moment my friend burst in crying and I had to help her leaving him alone. That upset him, but I couldn't ignore her. The next day was the last day of the cruise. He was sitting in what I now call "our spot" and was looking very sad. I asked him why he was upset, and he wouldn't tell me. At this point I was certain that he liked me. I took his hand again and once again asked him whats wrong. We stayed like that with me questioning him for about twenty minutes. Then I finally told myself "**** it" and kissed him on the cheek. He stood up, and I was hoping he was about to kiss me but to my disapointment no. So after he turned away and I said once again "you're not telling me something." He smiled and said "I really hate you" Then once again I said "**** it" and really kissed him. We started making out. He nipped my tongue with his teeth and he tasted like pizza. I am proud to say that I am his first girlfriend and we are in a long distance relationship. He lives in England and I live in California. Next year he's planning on flying over to see me. Nathan if you ever find this: I miss you~ |