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Chase and I originally met on July 22. We met through are parents, who go to church together. They had their minds set on us getting to know each other. For me, it was almost love at first sight. He was very reserved, which made him seem slightly mysterious.(; Throughout the night, all I could think about was whether or not he was looking at me, and hoping that he was thinking of me too. Chase, my brother, and I went outside to play basketball. That was when I knew I was in love with him. I saw the way he played with my brother, and the way his eyes would light up. By the end of the night, we were together. Yes, we moved pretty fast, but we instantly clicked. We hung out continuously while I visited my dad in Indiana. When it was time for me to fly back to Texas, where I currently live, it was so hard to say goodbye. Many tears were shed on my part. I know he was also upset.. I gave him a rock that I found at Lake Michigan that was shaped like a heart. It was rough on one side and smooth on the other. I told him it was like our relationship. We would have days where we would argue and miss each other and then we would have days where we would be great and get along perfectly.. But overall it was still beautiful. Our relationship revolves a lot around Nicholas Sparks. Chase gave me the book of Dear John and said he hoped it would be us some day... minus me marrying someone else. On our first date, we watched the notebook. I'm currently learning to play the main theme... my goal is to be able to play it for him the next time I see him, which will be in late December, early January, for New Years. We do argue a lot, but I know my love for him is real. I know he loves me. We may not get to see each other as often as we like, but I know that we are meant to be together. I can see it perfectly in my mind. I see us being married with three beautiful children and a bunch of dogs... He is a bit opposite from me, but that's what I love. It gives us more things to talk about. My favorite thing about him is when I stare at him and he gets all nervous and asks "What?". He is so cute, and his smile... Don't get me started on his smile. The world would stop and envy his smile... He is such a gentleman and I don't deserve him. I don't deserve one minute of his time. He could get any girl he wanted, especially one that lived near him, but instead he chose me... A stubborn southern girl that doesn't know what's good for her. I am so very lucky to have him in my life. There is nobody else on the face of the planet that I would rather be with. Every time he looks at me, my heart stops. I know it's hard because of the distance, but I know it'll be worth it. The next two years will be rough, but I know that our love will be so strong at the end of the day. Our song is What Shade We Make by The Bunny The Bear.
I strive to be a better person for him. I want to be someone he can be proud of. I love you forever and ever and ever Chaser Babe. |
