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Dear Arturo,
I am loving you today more than I loved you yesterday. Every passing Minute brings me a little closer to you. New feelings grow in my heart everyday for you. I constantly catch myself wishing I was close by instead of so far away. Just to holy you in my arms and tell you that I love you. I wish I could hold you when you are feeling sick or just to be near you when you are sad and blue. Giving you comfort and love, support and care. I wish I could show you how much I care. Watch gorgeous sunsets with you, upon the cliffs of the sea. Be there and be with you, till the sun rises the very next day. My dear, you mean so much to me.
Also I just wanted to thank you. You know, I don't think you realize how much you inspire me. I am so proud of the person you've become and are becoming. I know we both have been through a lot and have not made the best choices, but I can see that you have helped me grow.
Though truthfully, I've always known from the very first time I met you to now, that you are a very strong person.
You are so full of wisdom about life that when you speak, it really makes my think that I could stay there forever just to listen to your open mind. It is so peaceful and inviting, I feel its words filling me with hope.
Boo, you have become my awakening, you have helped me see things in a brighter, enlightening way. For I was once drowning in my own fears, completely cynical about love, about hope and security. I used to think that no one understood me and could ever understand me.
Then one day, you flew into my thoughts and at that moment though I wasn't truly sure you were there. Suddenly I felt reassured and a smile was brought to my heart. Somehow I believe deep down, I knew I loved you then.
When I got to know you a while later, I realized i wasn't alight and that something inside you was similar to what constantly brought tears to my eyes. I went through a time in my life where I felt worthless, unloved, and continuously searching for happiness. I wasn't getting along with my family, and all my friends were hating each other, leaving me stuck in the middle, stressfully trying to pull things together.
But you made me laugh and forget everything that was going on. That year you became my escape, my survival. I don't think I could have made it through that year as strong as I did if you weren't in my life.
Arturo, I thank you for all the fun times we spend together even if it is to be short lived. Now over the months, I have come to this conclusion that you must have been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed woman because no one has ever been able to help me see the light. Clouds of darkness shadowed over me no matter what any other soul would say but you make me smoke with just your presence.
You don't have to say a word; everything's okay when you're beside me. You know I thank god everyday for the amazing person he bought me. You changed my life in a beautiful dramatic way.
I believe people are brought into your life for a reason. A way in which to guide you and help you see yourself. I like to call that one special person, my hero, my amazing hero. Arturo, you're that hero. I thank you once again from the bottom of my heart.
With love,
Dosyna.
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