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I wasn't sure if anything would come out of us talking, but ten months later here we are. I remember the first time we hung out, I had no idea if you even were interested. I remember your cheetah shirt and your one boots...I remember the way you wouldn't sit next to me and I remember how nervous I was. It took you forever to finally kiss me, an enternity to ask me out. I remember how shy I was about being gay, and how I was scared to be affectionate, and how I wasn't sure of us. After a month it felt like a year, and I knew then that we would last. I remember our first fight, and the first tear I shed. I remember all the pain. I remember the first time I heard you laugh, how I knew it would become my new favorite sound. I remember seeing you laugh, and I remember the first sleepover. I remember the bonfire and the way you kept trying to touch me..I remember you crawling on the floor to sleep with me, how it felt to have your arms around me. I remember watching you with my baby, and knowing I loved you. I remember the bad, but I also remember every good and that is what keeps me coming back.
I realized I loved you the day we were in the middle of the street, I remember really focusing on you and it felt like I could feel everything at once and I saw you, your spirit. It was a few seconds but those few seconds lasted a lifetime for me. I remember your hair how it was so cute and you had baby hairs in your face and you were looking down biting your lip. You started talking but I didn't hear a word...all I could think was "I love this girl." and nothing was there except you..
I came up with this date idea because I knew you needed something to remind you that I love you, and I knew we needed some couple time. It isn't much, but it shouts something huge,
Haley, I love you. |
