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| I still remember our first kiss like it was yesterday... I was really scared and I could tell you were nervous. but you thought I wouldn't kiss you because I was rejecting you... you thought it was because I didn't like you. But the truth be told I was so scared... I was scared I'd be a bad kisser for our first kiss, I was scared I'd mess up.. I was scared you wouldn't like it or would make fun of me. Little did I know that once our lips first met I finally felt complete for once. I felt like I actually did something right in my life for the first time. I was in love with you... I remember we didn't want to stop kissing. I remember the way your lips felt against mine and the heat rushing to my cheeks.. I remember the sparks that flew out of my chest and the way it felt so right. I remember everything... I remember the way you smelled, the way you sounded, the way you looked over at me often waiting for your opportunity, what was on tv.. (Bobs Burgers the thanksgiving episode with Gale.) When I took you home I was so sad. I was so sure you're my soulmate and I wanted to spend every moment from there on with you. I love you so so much and I literally would do anything to go back and fix all my mistakes.. I'd sell my soul to the devil and live the rest of my eternity in hell if it meant fixing everything I've done wrong to you. Thank you for sticking with me. You will always be my girl.. you will always be the one that took my breath away. The one that stole my heart the very first time.. and hopefully the last. I can't wait to start and build my future with you. I'm so scared about not being able to move in. But where there's a will there's a way.. I'll get to you somehow my love. Thank you, for being mine. |
